Seriously. Wah Wah Wah. I am so sick of how whiney I sound and feel every single day.
I don't have a lot to say that sounds good right now. I just feel shell shocked with the blows we have been dealt lately. I really wanted to drink today. It just sneaks up on me - I drove by a bar owned by a friend of my dad's and I thought I could slip in, have a drink, and no-one would be the wiser (except my dad's friend, but he wouldn't rat me out). I never stopped at bars on my own when I was drinking. I was an at home drinker - I went out with friends sometimes, but I didn't spend a lot of time in bars.
I didn't stop, because I knew I couldn't, but the force was compelling. I could taste it.
Instead I am eating cake like it is going out of style.
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